so since monday i have been doing amazing! dropped three pounds and i was super happy. i was onl;y eating 300c a day, if that. and then last night i lost it. me and my friend went to chili's and ate a shitload! :( then today because it was mother's we went out to eat and of course it had to be my favorite restaurant. i ate so much i could barely move. the second i got home i purged. it was awful, i though i was done with that?!? oh well, back to no food, or barely any if i have to. and workout like crazy. as usual.

anyone wanna join me in a three day fast to get back on track??

message for aim.

i had an ortho appt to get my braces tightened and now my teeth are killing me! meaning i won't have to eat for at least two days! thank god!  how is everyone today?  i'm gonna go work out. ily!

Current Location: sitting on my ass.
Current Music: youtube baby!

so, new years is coming up, so why not a new me?
me and my friend amy are gonna go on a major diet and work out a lot so we can reach our goal by spring break! we're going to the beach and i refuse to be caught dead in a bikini until i lose at lease fifteen pounds. that won't even be hard, keeping i off will be difficult though. i'm so ready. :) get at me.


height: 5'10"
cw:154
lw: 119
gw1:140 by spring break
gw2:125 by summer
gw3:115 by start of school

i know i'm a gianttt. and i'm supposed to hav weight on me, but whatever, i don't care. this fat will leave me.. NOW.

Current Location: anywhere but here.
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: gimme more - britney spears